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Been a while since I had an insomnia entry. I tried twenty minutes of meditation before bed, put on white noise, lay in total darkness...nothing helped. So, here I am.
The suburban friend crew, who mostly communicated through Snapchat previously (hence why I always felt a little disconnected from them) took a change of tack and set up a Discord server. Weāve spent the day working on tweaking it to our liking, with channels fit talking about anime, video games, cosplay, makeup, pet pictures, memes, and even one for playing old text adventures. I popped in to find out that it had been left off in the White House in Zork, so I moved the rug and opened the trap door for whoever picks it up in the morning. Iām glad we have thisāitās been really lovely becoming closer to my suburban friends over the last year, and I think this will help keep that going. All too often it seems like thereās an invisible border on the edge of the city and there is no crossing it. Itās certainly difficult for me to make it out to then to hang out sometimes, but itās worth the effort. Iāve never gotten the feeling from them that they donāt want me around, or that they only tolerate me because they want to hang out with![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
schoolpsychnerd.
Why is it I get so tired on weekends easily and then lie awake on weekdays?
I shouldnāt play too much Zork while everyone else is asleep. And I am getting a little more tired lying here. I think Iāll try to go to sleep again. Hopefully this time it sticks.
I really hope I don't dream.
The suburban friend crew, who mostly communicated through Snapchat previously (hence why I always felt a little disconnected from them) took a change of tack and set up a Discord server. Weāve spent the day working on tweaking it to our liking, with channels fit talking about anime, video games, cosplay, makeup, pet pictures, memes, and even one for playing old text adventures. I popped in to find out that it had been left off in the White House in Zork, so I moved the rug and opened the trap door for whoever picks it up in the morning. Iām glad we have thisāitās been really lovely becoming closer to my suburban friends over the last year, and I think this will help keep that going. All too often it seems like thereās an invisible border on the edge of the city and there is no crossing it. Itās certainly difficult for me to make it out to then to hang out sometimes, but itās worth the effort. Iāve never gotten the feeling from them that they donāt want me around, or that they only tolerate me because they want to hang out with
schoolpsychnerd. Why is it I get so tired on weekends easily and then lie awake on weekdays?
I shouldnāt play too much Zork while everyone else is asleep. And I am getting a little more tired lying here. I think Iāll try to go to sleep again. Hopefully this time it sticks.
I really hope I don't dream.
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Why is it I get so tired on weekends easily and then lie awake on weekdays?
Are you me?? I have this exact same problem. I hope you were able to get some rest.
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I'm one of the people who hates Snapchat's interface, and I didn't like how it deleted everything and it made a spaced-out conversation almost impossible because I kept forgetting everything everyone said, but I guess I finally got used to it. A lot of conversation has moved to the Discord, but not all, so Snapchat still has a place.