Been a while since I had an insomnia entry. I tried twenty minutes of meditation before bed, put on white noise, lay in total darkness...nothing helped. So, here I am.
The suburban friend crew, who mostly communicated through Snapchat previously (hence why I always felt a little disconnected from them) took a change of tack and set up a Discord server. We’ve spent the day working on tweaking it to our liking, with channels fit talking about anime, video games, cosplay, makeup, pet pictures, memes, and even one for playing old text adventures. I popped in to find out that it had been left off in the White House in Zork, so I moved the rug and opened the trap door for whoever picks it up in the morning. I’m glad we have this—it’s been really lovely becoming closer to my suburban friends over the last year, and I think this will help keep that going. All too often it seems like there’s an invisible border on the edge of the city and there is no crossing it. It’s certainly difficult for me to make it out to then to hang out sometimes, but it’s worth the effort. I’ve never gotten the feeling from them that they don’t want me around, or that they only tolerate me because they want to hang out with![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
schoolpsychnerd.
Why is it I get so tired on weekends easily and then lie awake on weekdays?
I shouldn’t play too much Zork while everyone else is asleep. And I am getting a little more tired lying here. I think I’ll try to go to sleep again. Hopefully this time it sticks.
I really hope I don't dream.
The suburban friend crew, who mostly communicated through Snapchat previously (hence why I always felt a little disconnected from them) took a change of tack and set up a Discord server. We’ve spent the day working on tweaking it to our liking, with channels fit talking about anime, video games, cosplay, makeup, pet pictures, memes, and even one for playing old text adventures. I popped in to find out that it had been left off in the White House in Zork, so I moved the rug and opened the trap door for whoever picks it up in the morning. I’m glad we have this—it’s been really lovely becoming closer to my suburban friends over the last year, and I think this will help keep that going. All too often it seems like there’s an invisible border on the edge of the city and there is no crossing it. It’s certainly difficult for me to make it out to then to hang out sometimes, but it’s worth the effort. I’ve never gotten the feeling from them that they don’t want me around, or that they only tolerate me because they want to hang out with
schoolpsychnerd. Why is it I get so tired on weekends easily and then lie awake on weekdays?
I shouldn’t play too much Zork while everyone else is asleep. And I am getting a little more tired lying here. I think I’ll try to go to sleep again. Hopefully this time it sticks.
I really hope I don't dream.
