I am alive. Barely
2023-Jun-08, Thursday 08:52It was touch and go there for a bit.
I exaggerate but it certainly felt like I was dying. Monday afternoon my stomach started to feel a bit perturbed. At first I thought it was because I was nervous about my dentist appointment, but the appointment went fine and my stomach kept getting worse, until at around 6 p.m. I went to go lie down in the bedroom. This ended with me on the bathroom floor, sweating and shaking, using roughly 99% of my willpower to avoid throwing up. I did not throw up, I managed to call
sashagee at the other end of the house thanks to our Apple watches, and she helped me get into bed and put a bunch of cold compresses on me, which cooled me down. She did this one other time, when the fever returned in the middle of the night, but that was the last of it.
Not the last of the sickness, though. My stomach has still been on edge since Monday, and it actually feels worse today than it did yesterday. I barely ate anything on Tuesday, only really ate dinner on Wednesday, and we'll see what I eat today. But I'm back on the internet and making this post, so that counts for something. I'm also back at work after taking Tuesday and Wednesday (my usual days in the office) off. I'm not back at 100%--maybe 60%--but I'm still doing better than I was Monday afternoon so hopefully I can put in a good day.
Laila is totally happy and healthy and בעזרת השם she'll stay that way. Maybe her brain troubles have rendered her immune to lesser illnesses--she didn't get the plague when both
sashagee and I had it either.
I exaggerate but it certainly felt like I was dying. Monday afternoon my stomach started to feel a bit perturbed. At first I thought it was because I was nervous about my dentist appointment, but the appointment went fine and my stomach kept getting worse, until at around 6 p.m. I went to go lie down in the bedroom. This ended with me on the bathroom floor, sweating and shaking, using roughly 99% of my willpower to avoid throwing up. I did not throw up, I managed to call
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Not the last of the sickness, though. My stomach has still been on edge since Monday, and it actually feels worse today than it did yesterday. I barely ate anything on Tuesday, only really ate dinner on Wednesday, and we'll see what I eat today. But I'm back on the internet and making this post, so that counts for something. I'm also back at work after taking Tuesday and Wednesday (my usual days in the office) off. I'm not back at 100%--maybe 60%--but I'm still doing better than I was Monday afternoon so hopefully I can put in a good day.
Laila is totally happy and healthy and בעזרת השם she'll stay that way. Maybe her brain troubles have rendered her immune to lesser illnesses--she didn't get the plague when both
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