When I was off for Golden Week, I was pretty bored and lonely. I have been trying to keep up with or catch up with my various interests that I share with my best friend(s), but it seems like every time I have significant time off that my friends are often really busy. Best friend was out of town for work and occupied during daytime hours without any phone breaks, so I had most of both my days and nights in sort of lonely peace and quiet. Other closest friend has also been really busy, because he recently moved within the same apartment building but to a two-bedroom unit in order to live with his friend and now-roommate who required a disability-accessible apartment. I think just the chaos of reorganizing his apartment and life plus adjusting to living with a roommate has made it so he doesn't have as much freedom or energy to talk as much. Time he would've spent socializing remotely with us is now spent socializing with his friend who's there in person.
I keep thinking about how society is built for in-person partnerships or families and how it just presumes heterosexual marriage for anyone to function in a way that isn't completely isolated. I have done what I can to combat this, but I also wish I could at least live with a friend someday. Don't know if that will ever happen, though, as I'm mostly at the mercy of various immigration laws.
Anyway, while I was off I made this post on a whim about how I am pretty new to being interested in Resident Evil after stepping so far out onto the thin ice of Leon Kennedy thirst memes that I got interested in at least consuming the media he was a part of...
I met someone through the shot in the dark RP ad, and for once, it seems to be going well. I haven't met an RP partner that lasted since my best friend, which was sixteenish years ago...
I also spent like $11 to buy this weird little miniseries that should've been a movie called "Resident Evil: Infinite Darkness". It's campy and done in an animation style very similar to the remake games with the new VAs for Leon and Claire in their roles.
When I started being invested just for Leon's sake, I really didn't know who to ship Leon with. I still feel like I can multiship, but I have accidentally fallen down the rabbit hole of shipping Claire and Leon.
Wow, a wild m/f pairing appears!
I am not entirely sure why I am so into it, but it has something to do with the fact that they are so connected on this very baseline human level that is primal but not (at the moment or inherently) sexual.
I feel like Leon keeps hitting on random people he meets because he's lonely and lost after getting black-bagged by the government, but then each and every time Leon and Claire see each other, they have this reaction like "Oh, it's you!" and it's so sweet.
The miniseries gave me a fan-service moment of Leon helping rescue Claire from acid and breaking metal and what-not where they grabbed hands, he pulled her back, and she fell on top of him. They make eye contact, he asks if she's okay, and then immediately gets distracted by the stuff going on in the room. And it's satisfying but in a way that actually frustrates my heart.
I took some quick and dirty screengrabs that I can do better than later:

My babies. Why am I like this?
But yeah, I dunno. Just something about the fact that they see each other as
just people and that that in itself is a good thing because during the events of
Resident Evil 2 that
mattered so much.
And just passing ships in the night until it finally works.
At the end of the little series, Claire was angry with Leon because he refused to help her whiste-blow about some stuff for #reasons. And it stings, but I am also entranced.
The writing of this silly RE show was at least as good as, like, network attempts at prestige TV. Which is fucking weird. Like why?
I love it.