dorchadas: (In America)
The Constitutional Crisis Is Here.

Most Americans, having not lived under authoritarian regimes or dictatorships, don't actually know what they're like. They imagine doors getting kicked in, social chaos, constant warring gangs or warlords, that kind of thing. But the truth is that society basically functions the same way it does everywhere else. People go to work, they go to the movies, they meet up at restaurants and go to religious services and form clubs. Very few people just disappear.

But everyone knows that people do disappear, and that if they're not careful, it could be them, and they act accordingly.

Americans mostly haven't internalized that yet because they think it can't be them. Oh, those people being sent to foreign prisons were foreigners/criminals/radicals/communists/antisemites/American-haters/whatever, there must have been some reason. This is America and we love freedom, the government wouldn't just scoop someone off the street and bundle them out of the country for no reason. There must be a reason. If there's no reason that would mean that it could happen to me, and for my own psychological safety I cannot consider that I am subject to having my life ruined in an instant due to things I have no power to affect, so there must have been a reason.
"What happened here was the gradual habituation of the people, little by little, to being governed by surprise; to receiving decisions deliberated in secret; to believing that the situation was so complicated that the government had to act on information which the people could not understand, or so dangerous that, even if the people could not understand it, it could not be released because of national security. And their sense of identification with Hitler, their trust in him, made it easier to widen this gap and reassured those who would otherwise have worried about it.[...]

"To live in this process is absolutely not to be able to notice it—please try to believe me—unless one has a much greater degree of political awareness, acuity, than most of us had ever had occasion to develop. Each step was so small, so inconsequential, so well explained or, on occasion, ‘regretted,’ that, unless one were detached from the whole process from the beginning, unless one understood what the whole thing was in principle, what all these ‘little measures’ that no ‘patriotic German’ could resent must some day lead to, one no more saw it developing from day to day than a farmer in his field sees the corn growing. One day it is over his head.[...]

"But the one great shocking occasion, when tens or hundreds or thousands will join with you, never comes. That’s the difficulty. If the last and worst act of the whole regime had come immediately after the first and smallest, thousands, yes, millions would have been sufficiently shocked—if, let us say, the gassing of the Jews in ’43 had come immediately after the ‘German Firm’ stickers on the windows of non-Jewish shops in ’33. But of course this isn’t the way it happens. In between come all the hundreds of little steps, some of them imperceptible, each of them preparing you not to be shocked by the next. Step C is not so much worse than Step B, and, if you did not make a stand at Step B, why should you at Step C? And so on to Step D."
-Milton Mayer, They Thought They Were Free: The Germans, 1933-45
I wrote after the 2016 that we were in the final days of the Republic, it would just take some time for the country to die. Maybe we'll find a miracle cure, but I suspect not.

Appropriate ("appropriate") that this all happened on Pesaḥ, the holiday where as part of the Seder we repeatedly say "Once we were slaves, but now we are free."
dorchadas: (In America)
American politics )
dorchadas: (In America)
The polls always showed that Trump had a good chance of winning and Trump always performs over his polling.

I think the really damning thing is the polling on the issues. Among people who said the economy was their most important priority (31% of respondents), 79% voted Republican. Among people who said that Immigration was their most important priority (11% of respondents), 89% voted Republican. There are similar breakdowns the other way around for abortion rights and "the state of democracy" (76% Democratic and 81% Democratic respectively), but obviously not enough to overcome the people who voted Republican. Though I should say, the results are bad enough that any attempt to point to a single cause (or any causes that are tightly connected) is probably a bad idea.

Just to pick one, those Republican state of democracy voters would absolutely not agree on what the threat to democracy is with the Democratic ones.

I've also seen a lot of people saying that the conspiracy is that Trump will be sworn in, almost immediately hit with the 25th amendment, and then President Vance will transform America into a theocracy and that's baffling to me. No president has ever been forced out under the 25th, so the process would be a nightmare, and there's no way in the world Trump resigns quietly no matter what they offer him. An attempt to do that would lead all of Trump's devotees to claim that the "swamp" was trying to throw him out. I'm not saying that some people aren't planning it, or that they won't try it, but it wouldn't be quick or easy.

We'll see if term two is mostly standard bad Republican governance like term one was, or something worse.

"Hold the line!"

2024-Sep-18, Wednesday 09:28
dorchadas: (Maedhros A King Is He (No Text))
The last barrier has been breached--this morning Laila opened the door to her room, came into our room, and jumped on our bed to wake us up. I was already awake but [instagram.com profile] sashagee was not, so she was rudely woken by the impact of a forty-pound toddler shouting "Good morning!" At least she came into our room instead of trying to wreck the living room. This is after yesterday, when I was eating breakfast and I heard her trying the handle on her door, and eventually she got it open, came out of her room with a big smile on her face, and said, "Good morning abba!" while giving me a big hug. Emoji Kawaii heart

You learn about so many things working on your hobbies. There's a person who's contributed to Cataclysm who's a Brazilian monarchist. I had no idea those even existed, but apparently they're 11% of the population. Anyway, this person keeps wanting to add Brazilian monarchy-themed items to the game, which, whatever, except the game is set in New England. I checked Amazon and while they have Austro-Hungarian monarchist gear and Tzarist Russia monarchist gear, there's nothing about the Empire of Brazil. They ended up catching a warning for repeatedly trying to insert their political beliefs into an inappropriate location. And the thing is, there is a mod for the game (Tropicataclysm) that takes place in Brazil where this sort of thing would be reasonable...at least, I think so, I have no idea how common Brazilian monarchist trucker hats are in Brazil.

We're in the last gasp of summer in Chicago. The high today is 31°C, but from today it's a walk down the country lane into fall. By the end of the weekend the high will be 26°C, and by this time next week the high will be 21°C. I'm looking forward to getting my coats out again.

Alright, back to work.
dorchadas: (Mario SMB3 Boss Bass Eating Mario)
Not going to comment on the war in Israel because I've had enough of that but I am going to talk about the extremely weird response some terminally online leftists have had to criticism of all the people posting this is what decolonization looks like takes (100K likes btw). For example:
It turns out there is a large portion of the online Left that really does confirm to the stereotypes right-wingers have of them--they're cruel, bloodthirsty racists who exult in the death of white people (and anyone they think of as white, like Jews--the fact that there are black Jews probably never occurs to them). Fortunately, they have no political power and no prospect of ever getting any.

But the weird part is the quoted tweet above (which isn't the only one like it). Like, okay, you "believe" that you have committed a crime for which a righteous punishment is being murdered and having your possessions seized and in your daily life you just...keep doing it. There are organizations out there for gifting property to Native Americans right now! If they really think, "I live on stolen land, the people who used to live here would be justified in killing me to repossess it," why are they still doing it? It reminds of the jokes I've heard about how tone-deaf land acknowledgements are. Like:
"We acknowledge that this lecture is taking place on unceded Lenape land...what was that? 'Give it back'? Why would we do that?"
It's just an extremely weird form of masochistic virtue signaling. They know that there's no chance of a Haudenosaunee death squad kicking down their door and torturing them before executing them, so it's easy for them to say that it's a morally correct action.

But it's weird, right? This is weird.

Edit: And as also pointed out elsewhere, it's telling how these comments immediately buy into the Western (genre) image of bloodthirsty warriors attacking settlers to get land back instead of, like, an extremely boring and drawn out legal process where a bunch of people have to sign a hundred pages of documents.
dorchadas: (JCDenton)
Got an email for a training that we have to take at work about bystander intervention. Okay, fair enough, the Bystander Effect is fake but it's still worth reinforcing the urge to intervene, but I'm writing this post due to the note listed on the email:
Note: Given the 1-hour time requirement by law, you cannot skip ahead in this eLearning module; you are asked to spend 60 minutes consuming the information. We appreciate your understanding.
The law requires that everyone receive one hour of instruction, therefore you will be instructed for one hour. Do not resist, citizen.

I wonder if this is the actual law or just corporate idiocy.

I hate Illinois nazis

2023-Mar-08, Wednesday 13:13
dorchadas: (Wolf 3D Kill All Nazis)
So this person lives in my neighborhood.

Hades FUUUUUUUUUU
Hades is, of course, the most Jewish of the Greek gods.

There's a Nextdoor post about it too, where the person said they contacted the building management and the alderman. A lot of Chicago leases have a "no signs or displays in the window" clause, and while eviction isn't particularly likely--tenant rights in Chicago are relatively strong--no management company is going to want the headache of having Nazi flags displayed in their building because it obviously makes getting desirable (non-Nazi) new tenants difficult. So I'm confident that the person won't live here much longer, but in the meantime I'm going to be casting a few more suspicious glances at the people I pass in the street.

I'm remembering today how the story of Purim ends with us killing 75,000 of our enemies. A good start, I think, but we still have work to do.
dorchadas: (Dagoth Ur)
I saw this post on reddit yesterday, Morrowind is the only TES game that understands empire, and it really gets to the heart of my Morrowind is, and will always be, the best Elder Scrolls game.

Cut due to spoilers for a decade-old game )

Election Day

2023-Feb-28, Tuesday 14:31
dorchadas: (Chicago)
Today is mayoral election day in Chicago, as well as the election for sixteen new aldermen. One of them is the alderman for our ward in Edgewater and Andersonville, and there are ten people running to replace him. Our mailbox has been stuffed full of election ads for weeks, all of which we immediately tossed into the recycle bin, but over the weekend my ballot came. I did some research online, filled it out, and then yesterday I went on a walk with Laila down to the armory where the early voting was taking place. I dropped off my ballot and boom, democracy has been enacted. 🇺🇸

It won't be the only election, though. Chicago requires a runoff for mayoral candidates who don't achieve an absolute majority and the race is currently split. If no one wins a majority--and unless the polling is extremely wrong, no one will win a majority--we go to a runoff in April and then if it's close there might be a recount and, well, election season won't be over for a while. I'm not super excited about any of the mayoral candidates but I definitely don't want Lightfoot to win again. Treating the CTA as her personal feudal domain and shutting it down with zero warning during the pandemic means I have a grudge that cannot be alleviated. Lightfoot's big problem, from my point of view, is an inability to admit that she's ever wrong. This is an enormous problem in American politics and culture, but I specifically remember her refusing to open up the beaches even after it was obvious that being outdoors in the hot summer air was much safer during the Plague Years than being indoors at a bar, even if the bar was well-ventilated and everyone was wearing masks. I wrote back in the day about people on supposedly-closed beaches (I was one of them) and it reminded me of the old military adage to never give an order that you know won't be obeyed.

Ah, well, I didn't vote for her.

Laila was back at the hospital today for an MRI, just a checkup on her health. She had one a long time ago, when her seizures first showed up, and they didn't find anything back then, but she was only six months old and her brain has gone through a lot of development since that time. [instagram.com profile] sashagee told me that she had no problem waking up after the MRI and ate lunch just fine with minimal complaining. We have no reason to assume they'll find anything concerning but it's good to check. It meant that I got to take the bus with them but it also meant I was late, so I need to stay a bit late at work. And I had better get back to doing that and save the other post I was going to write for later. Or maybe tomorrow. We'll see.
dorchadas: (Maedhros A King Is He (No Text))
Blah blah hard to find time to write blah blah.

We've been taking advantage of Laila's youth and easy distractibility as long as there's food around to try to go to friends' for meals, since she's not old enough to get bored when adults are talking about grown-up things. On Saturday, [facebook.com profile] bunnydelfuego invited us over to a combination Havdalah/birthday celebration, so we took Laila and grabbed a bottle of wine on the way. When we got there, Laila was fascinated by the layout of their apartment--unlike most Chicago apartments (and our own condo) which are a long corridor with rooms along their length, [facebook.com profile] bunnydelfuego and [facebook.com profile] benjieweiss's apartment is laid out in a square. Laila was fascinated by this, and she spent quite a while just crawling or walking through doors in a circle trying to find out where the "end" was. Emoji Kawaii heart [instagram.com profile] sashagee and I traded off watching Laila while the other sat at the table and engaged in grown-up conversation. Laila spent a lot of time in the bathroom touching the tile or the fuzzy bathmat, briefly met Nugget--the rabbit in residence--and gave everyone hugs. We ate gyōza and bruschetta and drank gin punch and got Laila home in time for bed!

Sunday we went out to brunch with [facebook.com profile] aaron.hosek at Pauline's, a diner that's one of his favorite local restaurants. He expected it wouldn't be crowded but the lovely weather (20° and sunny) meant that it didn't matter we were late because the table wasn't ready until we got there. It was another lovely meal, though Laila got a little grumpy towards the end. The stand-out part was when she turned to the table of people next to us and shrieked, just a deafening scream (at baby scale), and when they turned to look at her she was just like Emoji ~ Cat smile Oh! Emoji ~ Cat smile Hello! Emoji ~ Cat smile How are you? Emoji ~ Cat smile Very cute but we're certainly going to have to civilize her a bit.

Perhaps uniquely, I didn't spend last night doomscrolling on the election. I have achieved zen detachment--無心 mushin, one might say--and thought that I had done what I could do and would have to let the world do what it could do. And B"H it turned out that the news is very good. In Illinois we put the right to collective bargaining into the constitution, the governor candidate who made repeated abortion/Shoah comparisons lost, and even the collar counties went Democratic which almost never happens. It turns out that the average voter is able to connect creeping fascism with the problems the country faces.

Does this mean I'm going to stop urging [instagram.com profile] sashagee to renew her passport, and stop plans to get Laila a passport? No. There's a saying that "Jews don't have roots, we have legs" and it's always good to have a plan. I remember reading a tweet from a Ukrainian back in February saying that a couple days prior she had been laughing and chatting out at a sushi restaurant with friends and now she was eating cold sandwiches and happy she had that much. Things can change very quickly.

We took Laila to the dentist yesterday and she did great! She obviously didn't like having her mouth messed with, but she didn't cry and she still gave the dentist a hug afterward! What a good baby.
dorchadas: (Angel Azrael Art)
So today is International Holocaust Remembrance Day, and I have two things to point out:
  1. here are still fewer of us now than there were in 1938

  2. If you extrapolate demographics from the Roman Empire forward, there *should* be 150 million of us. There's around 16 million
But this post is prompted by news that the McMinn County, Tennessee school board voted unanimously to remove Maus from the curriculum.

If you've never read it, Maus is about the Shoah and about the author's relationship with his father. It's raw, it's brutal, and it's violent. So was the Shoah. The board's complaints come down to "it has nudity" (because the prisoners were stripped before being put in the camps) and "it has swear words," based on the minutes of the meeting. In the board's response, they talk about the "unnecessary use of profanity and nudity and its depiction of violence and suicide." So...they want a bloodless, deathless depiction of the Shoah>
After reading the minutes of the meeting, [the author] Mr. Spiegelman said he got the impression that the board members were asking, "Why can’t they teach a nicer Holocaust?"
The impression I get, reading parts of the minutes and the statement from the board, is that they don't see Jews as people. We're don't really exist to them. We're a part of history, sure, but we're not a living people with wants and desires and, yes, flaws. The victims of the Shoah serve as a great illustration of man's inhumanity to man (as long as they don't have any inconveniences like disliking their father:
"I thought the end was stupid to be honest with you. A lot of the cussing had to do with the son cussing out the father, so I don’t really know how that teaches our kids any kind of ethical stuff. It’s just the opposite, instead of treating his father with some kind of respect, he treated his father like he was the victim."
-Mike Cochran, school board member
How dare the child of someone who went through horrific trauma, who was affected by the trauma because there was no way he could not be, have complicated feelings. We're not real to them. I mean:
"I love the Holocaust I have taught the Holocaust almost every year in the classroom, but this is not a book I would teach my students."
-person identified as Teacher from McMinn High School
It's all just words to them. They don't actually care.

Which is how this sort of things happens again, of course.

Havdalah-gate

2021-Jun-28, Monday 08:51
dorchadas: (Judaism Magen David)
So this was a...thing.

I'm looking at this at a remove, but there was a Juneteeth Havdalah event with New York mayoral candidate Maya Wiley as outreach to the Jewish community organized by [twitter.com profile] TheJewishVote. The major problem with this is that Shabbat ends after sundown--traditionally when three stars are visible in the sky--and a lot of observant Jews wouldn't attend a political event on Shabbat (I wrote about this in 2018 when I attended a protest myself). Another problem is that when video surfaced, it appears to show people making the wrong blessing, using the blessing over wine when lighting the candle:



This is known as a ברכה לבטלה (bracha levatala), a blessing said to no purpose or for incorrect reasons, which violates the Third Commandment as it literally uses G-d's name in vain. This is the actual meaning of the Third Commandment, not avoiding saying "G-d dammit" or anything, because G-d is not G-d's name. Emoji Jewish with Torah

The criticism of this was pretty predictable. Lighting a fire on Shabbat is forbidden, Wiley held a Jewish outreach event when a lot of Jews couldn't attend, "their religion is Leftism not Judaism," that kind of thing. Not unexpected. But the defense of it left me uncomfortable as well. Ones like this one:



There certainly is a large chunk of Orthodoxy that views their practice as real Judaism and everything else as heresy--they'll often describe their traditions as "Torah Judaism" with the idea that it was handed down from G-d to Moses and then to them--even as completely modern practices like blurring out women's faces in magazines for modesty reasons gain extra traction in their community. But the opposition to this was pretty widespread. I saw a lot of liberal Jews who were annoyed or offended by this as well. The most frequent comment was that if Havdalah can be during the daytime, why can't Shabbat be on Wednesday? If halakha means nothing or is endlessly malleable, why even try following it? There are certainly streams of modern Judaism that hold to that but I disagree--we should engage with halakha wherever we can. If even passages like:
"If a man have a stubborn and rebellious son, that will not hearken to the voice of his father and the voice of his mother and though they chasten him, will not hearken unto them, then shall his father and his mother lay hold of him and bring him out unto the elders of his city… They shall say unto the elders of his city: This our son is stubborn and rebellious, he doth not hearken to our voice, he is a glutton and a drunkard. And all the men of his city shall stone him with stones that he die; so shalt thou put away the evil from the midst of thee; and all Israel shall hear, and fear."
-Deuteronomy 21:18–21
can be interpreted such that such a terrible punishment is highly unlikely, we can do the same with other aspects of halakha. Maybe there's some way to rule that Shabbat ends at 5:30 p.m. every Saturday regardless of time of year, and if so, I want to see the reasoning. If the time doesn't matter, and the specific blessings don't matter, what does matter?

I guess my point is that I'm dubious of the "only the ethics matter" approach to Judaism because if the most important (or only) aspects of your practice are social justice, charity, and making the world a better place, what is the specific Jewish approach to that that isn't generalizable?
dorchadas: (Chicago)
Not sure "politics" is the most appropriate tag on here, but.

On Friday morning I went downtown to go pick up a birth certificate for Laila, since I'm changing over my work insurance to include her and therefore I need to prove to the insurance company that I'm not trying to run a payment scam on non-existent patients in cahoots with a doctor or something. I wasn't expecting it to be a particularly onerous activity, and it wasn't...but it certainly took a long time! When I got there, there was a line extending about halfway down the block, so I went to stand in it. When I finally got to the door, I was let into the Vital Records line that snaked around the inside of the building, and then when I got to the door of the Vital Records office they let me in to the third line inside for vital-records-only activities. All in all it took me about an hour and a half to get through all the lines, though I was cheered by the couples waiting to get their marriage licenses. One of them had matching T-shirts!

The comforting thing is that once I actually got to the desk, actually getting my birth certificate took five minutes, so the problem was the sheer number of people needing assistance, not any deficiencies on the part of the workers. I had two copies printed, took the L home, and [instagram.com profile] sashagee took a well-deserved nap.

Today, we went for [instagram.com profile] sashagee's post-birth checkup. I originally expected to stay at home with Laila, but last night was rough so she wanted me to come with her. Surprisingly they let me come too and stay in the exam room, so I kept Laila distracted while the nurses looked [instagram.com profile] sashagee over. She got a clean bill--not totally healed, but everything is healing up nicely! Hopefully soon she'll be back to 💯!
dorchadas: (In America)
It's pretty hard to get work done when there's a fascist coup happening. Emoji Sad Eagle Flag

Frankly, if it were up to me I'd round up all the Republican elected officials and put them in those FEMA camps. Their politics have been leading to this point for as long as I've been alive, and they have received no major pushback or punishment for it. That needs to change or we will not have any democracy to defend. If this coup is not ruthlessly punished there will be a successful one within the decade.

Anyway, off to Target to go shopping with [instagram.com profile] sashagee. Like you do during a fascist coup.
dorchadas: (In America)
I'm not online for Shabbat, but I still knew exactly what was happening yesterday. It's unseasonably warm in Chicago, above 20°C for days, and so we had the windows open and we could hear cars honking and shouting and cheering from outside. [twitter.com profile] lisekatevans texted me at 11:30 a.m. telling me that it was basically over. Later, I went out for a walk to see the fall colors and see what was going on, and when I walked into Clark Street there were cars going up and down the street, honking their horns and cheering:

2020-11-07 - Andersonville Celebrations

Brought to you by gay communists for socialism. There were literally people dancing and singing in the streets. As I've seen multiple places, it was more like the population celebrating the fall of a dictator rather than the election of a new president. Which isn't half-wrong--with Trump's repeated statements about not accepting the results of the election, and maybe seeking additional terms past a second one if he was elected again. He was very clearly angling for additional power and the Republican Party and their voters was perfectly happy to let him.

That's the real issue here--the environment that gave rise to Trump still exists. More Republicans voted for Trump in 2020 than in 2016, meaning they looked at incipient fascism and decided that they wanted more of it. Deliberate cruelty as the primary driver of government policy. As the tweet says:

We have to show that their attitudes are unacceptable while allowing them an opportunity to change their mind. As frustrating as it might be, giving them no path back means they'll just double-down repeatedly. A lot of them will do that anyway, but it's important for the future of the country that we reduce the prevalence of fascist beliefs in the Republican Party without compromising our own. Progressive policy did well in the election--people want change that helps them. A big chunk of them just apparently want a tyrannical blowhard to do it.

Still, we are in an objectively better situation than we were a few days ago!
dorchadas: (In America)
There were enough ballots for only one night, but they lasted for eight nights.

At this point it seems likely, though not certain, that Biden will win, and all that remains is the counting. But thanks to efforts by Republican legislatures, the counting is stretched out much longer than it needs to, because the Republican Party wanted to set up the exact results that we got--election night trended red and then the results got more and more Democratic over time. That lets them run with the idea that the election was stolen and all Democratic governance is illegitimate, which is what they believe anyway but now they have an event they can point to as evidence of their claims.

But mostly, I think this election is evidence of something I've thought for a while, which is that one of the most common political position in America is "how dare you tell me what to do!" People repeatedly voted for progressive ballot measures, like Oregon's drug legalization or Mississippi's medical marijuana or Florida's $15 minimum wage, and then voted for Republicans politicians who are against those policies. I described it elsewhere by saying that Americans want liberal policies but want conservatives to enact them, which is glib but at least partially true. There's a lot of talk about racism and fascism in Trump support, and it is a major element, but it's hard to say that Trump lost support among white men but gained it among everyone else due to racism. The left has an image as prissy schoolteachers who repeatedly punish people for exerting any independence, and it mostly has no interest in actually shedding that impression because whyareyoubooingmeimright.jpg. People's votes may be due to racism, but if so (especially if so), pointing it out is just going to make them vote for someone else.

How do we then get past that? There's basically no evidence that implicit bias training actually results in changing attitudes, so that leaves the hard work of talking to people and getting to know them, but polarization is such that when a new congressman tweets:
...the response from conservatives is mostly favorable. The right talks about grievance studies, and the politics of grievance, but of course it's projection. "u mad libs" is basically the only policy position conservatives have now.

There is one other element in this election, though, and that's the plague. Attitudes are hugely politicized, and Trump probably got a large number of votes from people who want the economy opened up and are willing to ignore everything else to achieve it. Republicans have far more single-issue voter issues than the Democrats--guns, abortion, etc.--and coronavirus lockdowns are another one.

If the schools were open, maybe Biden would have won with a more comfortable margin.
dorchadas: (Angel Azrael Art)
I did not watch the debate because why would I? There is literally nothing in the world that could possibly make me vote for Trump. If Biden had torn off his skin-suit and revealed that he was an advance scout for the Q'kani Annhilators, here to bathe our world in cleansing flames and incorporate it in their empire, I'd say, "Well, at least they'll get the plague under control."

Monday was Yom Kippur, held entirely online. It was pretty rough, to be honest--the best part of Yom Kippur services is the feeling of community, and being all together in the same place makes the fasting easier. Last year was one of the best experiences I've had at Mishkan, spending Kol Nidrei there and then spending the entire following day praying and singing and learning with hundreds of other people and then going to Break Fast at the end. This year [instagram.com profile] sashagee wasn't feeling well and everything was streamed, so I stayed home, I spent most of my time in the office staring at a screen, listening to pre-recorded songs and live (?) talks by the rabbis, and it felt more like something I was just getting through. As I said in a meeting yesterday, I spent all of Yom Kippur in a room, watching a screen, and it felt like a normal work day except I was fasting. It's supposed to be separate, but it really didn't feel like it. Emoji Uncertain ~ face

My book group today just finished Mortal Kombat, the novelization of the movie, which was...certainly words on a page. It started so promisingly, with the creation of the world and then Kung Lao in China 1500 years ago, and then it turns into multiple character introductions and random fights and effectively the character select screen and splash page with Techno Syndrome playing over the top of it. I mean, with dialogue like
"Nice try, but between the two of us you're the Lao man on the totem."
...when Kano fights Kung Lao, what else do you need? Characterization? A satisfying ending? A plot that isn't derived from a video game strategy guide? FINISH HIM.

Farmers' Market Dinner )

[instagram.com profile] sashagee hasn't been feeling well lately due to, in her words, "feminine problems," but she's on the mend now. She couldn't do much other than sleep at the end of last week, but now she's eating soup behind me as we both play Final Fantasy XIV. Right as the weather turns to real fall, too. When she's feeling better, I want to go back to Horner Park where I heard the shofar over Rosh Hashanah for leaf-viewing and a picnic before the weather gets too cold.
dorchadas: (Maedhros A King Is He (No Text))
Definite apocalypse vibes as the sky is blue but slightly hazy thanks to the smoke from the entire west coast burning traveling thousands of miles to us. 2020 continues to deliver.

The trailer for The Mandalorian season 2 dropped and it looked incredibly good, but I'm also very annoyed at Disney for not just filming the Mulan remake in Xinjiang but also thanking the local security bureau or, as I put it elsewhere, they didn't just film it in Xinjiang, they thanked the concentration camp guards. That's unbelievably egregious, well beyond the usual ethical considerations in dealing with the CCP. I'm not really sure I want to give them any money after that.

Farmer's Market dinner )

I had originally pre-ordered Super Mario 3D All-Stars but I cancelled it yesterday when I learned that the games are all just emulated, which I can do right now with what I have on my computer. [facebook.com profile] aaron.hosek even said that the Mario 64 port isn't widescreen-compatible, which means that I get 4K resolution and native widescreen support with my PC rebuild of Mario 64 and poor Switch fans get a thrown-together port, once again validating my decision to be a PC gamer. All games come to PC eventually.

Piracy--for the superior gaming experience. Emoji Bandana Waddle Dee
dorchadas: (Genbaku Park)
This year, the ceremony in the Peace Park in Hiroshima City to commemorate the atomic bombing took place with only a few people in attendance. The yearly 灯篭流し (tōrō nagashi, "Lantern-floating") event was cancelled. A quiet way to mourn the 75th anniversary yesterday.

There aren't a lot of 被爆者 (hibakusha, "Atomic bombing survivors") left, and some of those left are starting to worry that after their gone, there won't be anyone to pass on their lessons anymore.

Though when I see their calls for America to apologize, I think of the article I read just yesterday about how 60,000 French civilians died in the bombings leading up to D-Day, something no one ever talks about. I think about the hibakusha I met in the Peace Park, who was angry about the very idea of Hiroshima as a city of peace because of Imperial Japan's warmongering. And I think of why some people think America should apologize for the bombing.

There's a tendency in Japan to treat the war as something that just happened to them, rather than something the Empire of Japan deliberately provoked and then committed atrocities that killed tens of millions during. You can see this often in Japanese fiction, too--places like Wutai in Final Fantasy VII, or Hai-Lan in Valkyrie Profile, where they're small and cultured and at the mercy of other nations around them, who often brutally attack them seemingly without provocation. Woe is us, it seems to say. Our tiny nation has suffered so, but we have endured. Why do they hate us?

No more nuclear weapons is a good message. They are too terrible to be used, and at least so far after WWII, that's held true. Whenever I think of the commemorations for the dead, I think of the faded black-and-white picture on my elderly Japanese tutor in Japan's family shrine, of a teenage boy in horn-rimmed glasses, who said that it was of her elder brother who died in the bombing. I think of stories like this one, or what I saw in the 広島平和記念資料館 (Hiroshima Heiwa Kinen Shiryōkan, "The Hiroshima Peace Memorial Museum"). But I think of that man in the Peace Park's anger when he half-shouted, "It was a military city! A military city!" He at least had reason to be dubious of peace this and peace that and why, exactly, there was a Peace Park in the first place.

世界に平和を広がるように. May peace spread across the entire world.


This post's subject is an excerpt from a poem, which in official translation reads:
That autumn
in Hiroshima, where it was said:
'For 75 years nothing will grow,'
new buds sprouted
in the green that came back to life.
Among the charred ruins,
people recovered
their living hopes and courage."

Two shows

2020-Jun-22, Monday 14:00
dorchadas: (Cowboy Bebop Space Cowboy)
On Juneteeth, [twitter.com profile] worldbshiny invited me to watch Tilikum, which she had seen live two years ago and which (as the link indicates) was being broadcast again as a fundraiser for the Let Us Breathe Collective. All I knew going in was that it was about the killer whale at SeaWorld who was...well, let's borrow modern language and say that there were three orca-involved deaths, and I only knew that because I looked it up on Wikipedia. I described it as "powerful" later, and I'll stand by that. I was surprised how directly the metaphor applied when black actors played the killer whales--taken from their homelands and transported to a new world where they aren't free to move around, imprisoned in tiny cells, and forced to work without pay, with a white man (representing the white power structure) frequently talking about how Tilikum is his investment and will do what wants or else, and a white woman (representing the white savior narrative) arguing that Tilikum needs more space and light and air while also still training him in a specific trick that she wants to perform mostly for herself.

The other three orcas had no spoken dialogue, instead being performed by drummers, with specific sequences having specific meaning. Since the whales are all from separate pods, Tilikum can't understand them at the beginning, and part of the play is him learning to speak with the other orcas. It took about half the play for me to understand why these sequences were included Emoji embarrassed rub head, but afterwards [twitter.com profile] worldbshiny pointed out that each of the other orcas had a slightly different set of instruments they were playing their songs on. There was a lot about communication in the play--about Tilikum learning to speak to the other orcas, after which their dialogue is displayed as supertitles during the drumming; about Dawn assuming she knows everything that Tilikum is saying without actually ever listening to him; and about the SeaWorld owner using communication as a weapon, constantly pushing boundaries and then pulling back with that "I'm only joking!" attitude, or the beginning and ending where he tries to tell an inquest how rare orca-involved deaths are as a means of avoiding any meaningful reform and continuing the current power structure indefinitely.

[twitter.com profile] worldbshiny talked about Tilikum's sound design and how effective it was in person, where the drums were echoing off the walls and different orcas speaking came from different directions, or how the crowd noise didn't drown out some of the actors' lines, in a way that just can't be replicated when watching a single-camera video of the performance. Something that we'll have to get used to in the Plague Year, I think, since indoor performances seem like a bad idea for a while.

As the link indicates, it was one night only, otherwise I would recommend it. But if it does come back on streaming, definitely watch it.



On Sunday, [instagram.com profile] sashagee and I watched The Mandalorian after she was astonished that I, a fan of Star Wars, had never seen it. I had seen all the Baby Yoda memes, and "this is the way" and so on, but other than knowing it was a space Western about a guy who never takes off his helmet because of his religious convictions and that people had said it justified the existence of Disney+, I didn't know much else.

Turns out it's a lot like Cowboy Bebop, so. Emoji Dancing parrot

[instagram.com profile] sashagee described the best parts of Star Wars as being "bar fights on garbage planets," and it definitely has plenty of those. We were talking about how Star Wars is best when it's run-down and lived in, when the advanced technology is about to fall apart and seems like so much of a part of the world that when krill farmers on a backwater planet have droids helping them but also live in stick-and-mud huts, it seems natural. When most planets Mando visits are wastelands, with small towns or hermits living in the wilderness and civilization is far away, well, that's the best part of Star Wars. There was a lot going in with the prequels, but one of the things I personally disliked was that all the technology was shiny and new. A 50s diner instead of a dusty saloon. There's a quote about Firefly, about the two most important images being Mal eating instant noodles with chopsticks out of a tin cup and a bar fight where a patron gets thrown through a window, but the window is a hologram. For The Mandalorian, it's a barfight where the bartender is a droid.

I really appreciate when Star Wars takes a departure away from the Skywalker saga and tries to tell stories with other characters that aren't about Jedi, the Force, Darth Vader and his legacy, and so on. I saw Rogue One a while ago and the parts of it that I liked the least were the parts of it that tried to desperately forge connections between the original trilogy that weren't necessary and actually made the story worse ("This is a consular ship... we're on a diplomatic mission" when Vader literally followed them after they stole the Death Star plans Emoji thumbs down). The Mandalorian delves back into the jidaigeki to Western pipeline that inspired Star Wars, so there's an episode that's a version of The Seven Samurai and the basic plot is pretty similar to Lone Wolf and Cub. The New Republic is only mentioned and X-Wings don't show up for several episodes. It's all about space bounty hunting, which, much like Cowboy Bebop, just doesn't pay.

Also, Mando's acting is amazing considering he never once shows his face!

We got through "The Prisoner," so there's only two episodes left. I'm really looking forward to them!
dorchadas: (Genbaku Park)
Yesterday I woke up late, went to work late, and stayed late so I could go to a meeting entitled "Calm in Controversy: Health Equity Implications of the Current Social Context" about the murder of George Floyd and the protests against police brutality. We were asked not to share specifics of the meetings contents, so I won't, and I just came to listen since I'm not directly affected by police violence against black people, but it did make me think of some things that I'm going to write about here instead.

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dorchadas: (Chicago)
If you had told me that after four years of Trump we'd have violent police squads attacking protestors and bystanders, and also be withdrawing from the World Health Organization in the midst of the global pandemic, I'd have told you "Yeah, that sounds right."

My icon is a reference to the 1893 World's Fair, but it reads a bit different today.

Got a notice yesterday that there was going to be a curfew imposed from 9 p.m. to 6 a.m. until further notice and it showed up on my phone at...9:03 p.m. Today, the city shut down the CTA with 15 minutes' notice, while there's a curfew going on. Essential workers are exempt, sure, but they still get to pay $40 for a cab home. I haven't been impressed with the mayor's handling of much of anything starting in April--she revealed her plan for Chicago's Phase 3 reopening on May 28th, one day before the rest of the state was going to open--and this certainly doesn't improve my opinion. Memes are all well and good, but you can't govern by them.

And now she's trying to blame protestors and saying they may delay the city's reopening. This really feels like a punitive "How dare you question me" move, like her reluctance to open the Lakefront and her slow action on Open Streets. Stubborn pride is in, true, but that doesn’t make it good leadership.

[instagram.com profile] britshlez showed me pictures her sister sent her from the South Loop, of shattered windows and looted stores. But up here in Andersonville, you'd barely even know anything was happening. I was out on a walk to Gaceland Cemetery and afterwards walked through streets where people were peacefully walking their dogs. The only sign anything was different was that when I went to Staples to pick up the postcards I had ordered, the store was closed early for the day.

Not sure how we're going to break the campaign of coordinated police violence sweeping the country. The thing about a few bad apples is that they spoil the bunch. The Psycho Cop Blog (Chicagoans know what I'm talking about) is evidence of that.
dorchadas: (Chicago)
In my defense, I'm not a lawyer, but the law as I looked at it said that the state of emergency should not exceed 30 days, which was the basis for my answer to question 15 here. Apparently there's some caveat that gives the governor authority to extend that, because the governor just announced an extension of stay-at-home until the end of May. Though this is the route to a slow reopening, it looks like--state parks slowly reopening, more businesses allowed to open and businesses that can't open allowed to provide in-store pickup, masks required (finally), etc.

Edit: Apparently he's doing this by saying that it's a new emergency, not an extension of the old one. This seems extremely fishy to me, but again, I am not a lawyer.

The AMA already extended work-from-home until then, so my personal circumstances won't change much. I'm getting pretty worried for my friends who have lost their incomes, though. This is a hole that it will probably take them years to dig themselves out of, if they ever can. They can't just stay home if they have no money, and the Republicans are talking about the deficit because they don't want people to realize that a strong social safety net is possible and, in fact, other countries already have one.

Still pretty sure I'll get sick eventually, but not until fall, it looks like. 🧿
dorchadas: (Ping Kills)
We've been wondering what it was that Japan did right during the plague, and it turns out the answer might be "Nothing, they just got lucky and also weren't looking very hard." So now that measures are getting more serious, the prime minister's plan is to give two cloth masks to each family and not declare an emergency and one of my friends is incandescently angry about it:
MAD MAYUKO: FURY ROAD
OUR GOVERNMENT IS GONNA THANKFULLY PROVIDE US WITH 2 FACE MASKS PER FAMILY, AND THAT'S ALL WE ARE GONNA GET FOR NOW!!!

一世帯にマスク2枚とか舐めとんのかまじで。
思うところある人はご意見箱送りましょう。

https://ssl.jimin.jp/m/contacts?_ga=2.218572767.718434029.1585740608-137330075.1584788552
The Japanese part reads:
"Just tossing us two masks per family and thinking that's enough? Are you kidding me?
If you think the same, let's write in and let them know."
And then a link to the Liberal Democratic Party's site for sharing opinions.

I've never seen her post about politics ever, so this definitely caught me by surprise. Especially the leader at the top of her post.

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